Transition: A change of condition; place, action, etc.

I don’t really know why I always concerned with transition, especially transition that I should face at school or college now.

Twelve days left. Before I’m gonna get my final score that will represent all effort(?) in a year, YEAY-_-

I’m not so concerned about my score because as long as I can survive, then I’ll be grateful. (You know it’s hard to learn about something that you don’t really like, studying without passion is ‘DA REAL STRUGGLE’). But, I’m worrying about my last (Aamiin) transition in the college.

Last year as student: New classmates, unknown subjects, unpredictable lecturer. They’ll be a perfect combo!

But, just why am I worrying so much?

It’s quite hard when you have such a strong personality, resting b*tch face, and loud voice, in addition. No, I never meant to be arrogant. It’s just my ‘default’. I know I might scare other people. But, it’s hard af to change. So, it seems so scary to meet new people for me.-. I hate to think people won’t like me.

I’m such a moody person. With my mood swing, I can be so chatty, joking and fooling around. And in a second, I can show people my ‘what-the-hell-are-you-doing’ face.  I get annoyed easily! Maybe this is why I always stick with same person, somebody who doesn’t get offended because of whatever I did, whatever I talked. Once I found my comfort zone, I just can’t get out easily.

So, how will my last squad be? Will it consist of super ‘chitty-chatty‘ classmates like my third squad, 3SK4? Full-of-ambition classmates like 2G? Or full of helpful and easygoing person like 1B?

Who knows? Just wait and see.